It's all pretty much a mystery how a person can have so many moods in a day. The heart is normally the holder of all emotion, but the mind tends to make the heart confuse itself on how to feel. Joy turned to anger. Anger turned to sadness. Sadness turned to calm. Calm turned to pain. A smile to a frown. A frown to a tear. The stream that is following says a lot and nothing at all. The happy place was tapped into but brought along with it the painful thoughts come with what is desired. At times, to not have what is needed for the heart to remain whole is to not have anything at all. Vunerability comes with the removal of the strength once built to withstand anything and with that, weakness of controlling the feelings and emotions of a broken soul starts to overpower the thoughts of the mind. Randomness becomes a new way of expression, and anything can come without warning. Overly dramatic. Highly emotional. Completely off. No self control. It all sees itself running from itself, and the mirror stares back without even the tiniest crack. What is happening is unknown. What is being done is real, but it can be overcome. There is no real winner in this raging battle as it comes to an end at lost. There is no peace, and things might not ever change...
An outlet and expression of thoughts and feelings that are put in a place to never be heard or seen...
Monday, December 5, 2011
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
A Return to a Love Lost
I remember when I first realized who you were. It was love at first sight. You were standing looking at me, and I couldn't help but to recognize your smile. It was from then on I vowed to love you forever and never mistreatment the greatest chick I know. So happy. So goofy. So full of life. Our bond was something that could never be broken. I thought we were inseparable. As time went on, my love for you got stronger. Through all the teasing and physical stuff, I still loved you. When no one wanted to make me feel like someone, you made me feel welcome. Moving you around was something I hated to do, but it was only for the best. You seen that. You were my life line, my hero, and my comfident. We never fought, and you always knew what to do. My love for you was once greater than I could ever imagine. Then it happened. Somewhere along the line, I started to change. You couldn't make me happy anymore. You tried and your effort had no limit, but it wasnt enough. The negative thoughts of others made you want to reconsider life. My love for you started to fade. It was gradually decreasing, and there was nothing you wanted to do to stop it. You started to let me go, and I started to push you away. Looking at me became harder and harder because you couldn't stand the sight of me. I loved you, and you loved me, but it wasn't enough to keep up with you. I lost you and the admiration that I always had for you and cherished. You were my foundation, and without you, I didn't want to stand. For you, I didn't want to fight. I knew one day you would come back to me, but after all these years, my love for you has wavered. I want you back. I need and want to love you again. Your warmth, comfort, and dedication to me is something no one else can give like you. I miss you. You're the greatest chick I know, and I would to have you back and fall in love with you all over again. I'm thoroughly prepared to put in the effort to make this work between us.
Signed, Me
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Bright as Day
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Engulfed
Monday, September 12, 2011
Blending
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Get It Girl (originally written July 3rd)
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Heightened Darkness
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Grooving
Just That...
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Craving
Monday, August 15, 2011
Out of Body Experience
It's like a movie that only her mind can record. It's a feeling that can't be matched. She watches as he touches her body and caresses her skin with his head between her legs. She watches as her body can't control itself and wants to move more and more as she feels his tongue working her pussy. She jerks at his sucking. She sees how she shakes when she cums in his mouth, and she silently laughs at her reaction. She sees the look on her face that is craving for more but knows she won't say it because she is catching her breath. She watches him walk towards her with his new toy and the condom he just put on. They both smile. She opens her legs to invite him in as he turns her body towards him. She watches as he lifts her legs up to his body and slides inside. She plays spectator to her eyes closing to the feeling of his dick fitting rightfully in her pussy. She silently chuckles at the sound of the vibrating object in his hand that he places on her clit. She loves the faces that she makes when she moans, and she can't help to see the enjoyment in his eyes to her reaction. The combination of the vibes and the strokes overpower her body, and she lets her attention fade off of them for a few moments as she feels her body do things it never has as she is experiencing something she has never felt. Slowly, she comes back to see herself squirting everywhere. The ecstasy that is running through her body is enough to make her want to scream. She can't take her eyes off the way her pussy is continuously cumming over and over again, making the both of them wetter and wetter. She loved the way he was making his dick drown in it and never stopped stroking. She was laughing at the way she lost control when he sucked her titties with his dick deep inside, but she knows how incredible he feels and how much she loves that. As he continues to work her body, she continues to watch him put down the A+ game she loves so much. She watches as he continues to prove why he is the best. She looks on as he turns her over. She knows what is coming next. She watches him fuck her pussy in the fashion she enjoys from the back. She felt him going deeper with each stroke. She saw in her face the expressions she makes when she cums. She saw him breathing harder. She heard him groan. Her favorite thing to hear. She ever so gracefully returned just in time to feel him pull out and play with her even more, making her squirt all over the bed while still bent over. Round 2 was definitely something she will never forget...
Mentally
Seeing parts that are not on the body. Pinching fat that is not there. Staring at the consistent spots that appear on the face. Forgetting about the visible birthmark that no one mentions. Randomly thinking about the one hair that grows on the chin and is plucked away when noticed. Wondering when the much needed dental work will be done. Having hope that one day a cure will be found for the condition that exists. Sometimes wondering if the legs are too long. Feeling a little self-conscious about the feet. Smiling when being called beautiful. Frowning when not seeing it for oneself. Crying at the fear of being alone. Never wanting to be a disappointment. Always trying so hard to be everything. Having little luck at shaking the feeling of being nothing. Always seeing into the happiness of others. Waiting to feel happiness return. Finding that happy place every once in a while to smile. Fighting tears when thinking alone for too long. Sees the loved ones with a loved one yet to be found. Still can't see the same for self. Have the prediction of being nothing more than a friend to anyone. Having the optimism that things will be different. Wanting to be a success. Randomly feeling like a failure. Embracing life as it is. Rejecting life as it is. Striving to be better. Desiring to stay the same. Learning new things. Harboring old feelings. Thinking about the past. Seeing a brighter future. Figuring out what is wanted. Craving intimacy and affection. Longing for love and romance. Letting go of pain and hurt. Constantly wanting the best for others. Can't pinpoint the best for self. Emotionally torn apart. Seeming to always be able to smile at some point. Never liking to make others feel negatively. Not always feeling positively. Experiencing days of joy. Encountering days of sadness. Feelings of trying too hard. Greater feelings of not trying hard enough. Loves solitude. Hates confrontation. Talks too much. Doesn't talk enough. Confused. Depressed. Happy. Content. Love. Pain. Hurt. Recovery. Affectionate. Romantic. Passionate. Reserved. Nervous. Anxious. Paranoid. Scared. Intimidated. Brave. Outspoken. Quiet. Loves hard. Highly sympathetic. Strives for happiness. Feels lots of sadness. Wants to uplift others. Repeats positive things to uplift self. Smiles to self. Hugs self. Embraces self. Slowly starts to love self a drop more each day...learning to have self control all the way around and build oneself in the positive way. Sees nothing but blue, clear skies even on a rainy day...
Snap Snap
The scissors are sitting there in front of my face. I remember when I put them down so many months ago. Tying each and every string tighter and tighter so that I knew we would never be apart. I watched as we wrapped ourselves into them and laughed happily as they engulfed our bodies. We never thought that they were intoxicating, but we knew they were slowly and surely growing. What started off as just one became great in numbers. The strength of the strings were weak, but together, they held on strong. He couldnt see it, but my hand was always free behind my back, reaching into the cookie jar when he wasnt paying attention and always ready to start cutting if need be. I knew that the sound of the strings snapping into pieces would hurt because they were attached to our hearts along with ropes. Loving each other kept the strings alive. My free hand made sure they stayed loose. One day, I started untying them, thinking that maybe being tied up with him was not where I needed to be. We fussed. We tossed. We loved. We cried. As time went on, they fell one after another. Only I could see that the strings were disappearing, but I knew I couldnt get rid of the ones tied to my heart that easily. His voice was heartbreaking when I told him the strings were disappearing. He couldnt understand that I was still attached to him. My love for him is not on a string, but my heart is anchored with many ropes wrapped and double knotted in ways I dont understand. My mind wonders to him. My love for him makes me long for him. Thoughts of his intimacy occassionally cloud my brain. Remembrance of his affection intrude my senses from time to time. Still in my dreams is he. The scissors won't be enough for the task at hand, so the knife that I'm cutting with is expected to work. As the first rope falls to the floor, the pain is felt, but it goes away at a steady pace. I push away the rope that's cut trying to forget the strings that are gone. As the tears come and go, as sleepless nights come and leave, as memories replay and disappear, the cutting must continue...the detachment is what we both is waiting for.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Stinging (originally written July 2nd)
Rollercoaster (originally written on May 2nd)
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Wrecked
Monday, July 4, 2011
Repeat
Damn. Can't believe that all it takes for me to want it is to think and see you. The fact that the sight of you gets my pussy wet makes me want you more. The night has come by the time you pull up to my house. I get in your car, not informing you that I have on no panties under my dress. As you drive, I can't help but to touch your neck and shoulders. I grab your dick and watch you flash that sexy smile as I pull it out. Your presence is all it took to make me want it this bad. I whisper to you,"I wanna swallow it...now" before I take off my seat belt and proceed to do just that. Yes, you taste that great to me, and I continue to suck and lick my way around your manhood as you continue to drive. I feel the car stop, but I know we are just in a dark place. I proceed to finish the job that I started until your sweet cum slides down my throat. Mmmm...that's exactly what I wanted, but I whisper some more: "I want four more, and we're not stopping until I get what I want." I get you hard again and slide a condom on your dick, throw my legs back, adjust my dress, and simply say,"Fuck me...now!"
Round 2,
You climb between my legs and slide inside gently, slowly stroking my pussy and making me spread my legs as wide as I can get them. I pull out one of my titties and place it in your mouth as you fuck me harder and harder. I start to scream, cumming all over your dick. I start to shake, and you feel me, making you stroke me harder and faster. I grab your back as I cum harder and harder. As I squirt, I feel your breathing getting harder. I know it's coming. I scream your name and tell you,"GIVE IT TO ME DADDY!" You fuck me as hard as you can as you cum for me the second time. We clean up ourselves and the car before we proceed to your place. My leg shakes as we finish the ride. The touch of your hand on my thigh gets me going all over again. Pulling up to your house, I slowly prepare to make my next move...
Again,
We reach your room. I strip out of everything and tell you to do the same. "I want to feed you daddy...cut it on." You turn on the music I love to hear after I come back from wiping myself off. I have you lay down, and I climb on top of your face, gingerly placing my pussy in your mouth. Riding slow, I feel you licking and sucking my clit, making me moan and move my hips in a circle slowly. You grab my hips and turn me onto my back, eating my pussy like it's the last time you'll get the chance. The feeling is overwhelming, and I cum all over your face and bed. I let you wipe it off and then, looking at your hard dick, tell you, "lay down." You do so, and I place another rubber on you, this time sliding down on your dick and telling you "I won't stop riding until you cum." The grinding is slow. The pressure is light. As I hear you moan, I start to do it harder. As I feel every inch of your dick in me, I start to move in circles. I place my hands above your shoulders and start to bounce. I can feel myself cumming, but I don't stop. Grinding. Moans. Bouncing. Screams. Vibrating. Fuck! Bucking. Hard breathing. You grab my hips tight and start moving with me. As we move together, I cum harder than the first few times, but I know I'm not the only one...I slowly get up so that you can dispose of the result of my work.
Part 4,
The look in your eyes tells me I'm not in control anymore, but I know that the night is not over. You take out the cuffs and place them around my wrists so that I am cuffed to the headboard. You climb on top of me and feed me your dick to suck, slow fucking my mouth. I suck it as if I had both hands free, swallowing every inch. Harding, your dick fills my mouth perfectly, making me want it more. You climb off of me, undo one of the cuffs, and tell me to turn around. You cuff back to the headboard so that I'm on my knees. It's on. You slide it in but waste no time fucking me harder and harder. You pull my hair and smack my ass, making me scream. Shit! You start to pound my pussy, and I squirt all over the both of us and the bed. You stick a finger in my ass, driving me insane and causing me to cum harder. I hear it again. You start to go as hard as you can, and I start to throw it back just as hard. You pull out fast, and I feel the cum hit my back, making me wiggle a little bit. You uncuff me and clean up the cum on my body. I look you in the eye. "One more time, no toys, no mercy. Fuck me senseless and give me what I want. Please daddy please."
Final Act,
We sat on the bed, talking and playing with each other for a little while. We needed to breath for a second but the rest period was not long as you started to suck on my titties while letting me stroke your dick. All my senses were alert at this point. I knew this was going to be it for the both of us. I placed my hand on your back, rubbing it gently as the other continued its job of getting you ready for me. You get up and tell me to lay back. I obey, and you grab my legs, placing them on your shoulders and sliding in. The pace is steady. The rhythm starts to become familiar to my body. I start to arch my back and move with you. As you go faster, you take my legs off your shoulders and allow me to wrap them around your back. I start to meet you with every stroke, feeling my body shake. You go even harder, making the bed even wetter. I kiss your neck. You kiss mine. I grab your head and ears. You suck on my breasts, one at a time, never losing your rhythm. I try to look at you, but my eyes roll back as I feel myself running down your dick and leg. Faster. Moans. Harder. Groans. you start to dig deep, and I start to shake all over again. The harder I cum, the harder you pump. I grab your body and lock my legs around you. The breathing starts. I scream your name. The breathing gets harder. It's that time. I meet your strokes but stop when you start losing control. You fuck me with everything you got, and we both end up shaking together. I cum my hardest, soaking us both, triggering you to do the same. All the movement stops as we both start to come down from the high we have received from each other. After a good five minutes of us laying there recovering, I walk to the shower. You join me, and we clean each other off before we go change the sheets and climb in the bed.
The Aftermath
We lay under the cover, holding each other but soon letting go because of the heat in the room. Sleep came easy for the both of us, but I chuckled at the thought of the fact that all it took was me seeing you to want all of that. All triggers are not lethal.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
The Drunk Feeling
The mind starts to drift. The senses start to waiver. Everything starts to fade as if this is a dream. Along with every noise, the brain starts to become alert and pops the body back into the attention. The limbs become weak with each minute that passes. Slowly, the mind drags everything else down and tries to pull it into the submission of sleep. Everything becomes an obstacle that is to be overcome. Walking is as difficult as holding the body up straight in the chair. No matter how much walking is done, the body can't pull itself together. Yawns turn into long, deep breaths that shake the body but does nothing to wake it up. The room spins. Words are slurred because speech cannot be made. Only time can relieve this beat down of the body. Only sleep can stop this semi-conscious fight that is happening internally and externally. Everything is losing the battle, and both the mind and the body succumb to the extreme feeling that exist. The proper measures are taken. Slumber comes as easy as the feeling has. Only a matter of time before all the droswiness and sucking feeling of this state is gone...
The Condition
The feeling is back. The tears are unbearable but cannot be stopped. Suppression is not an option when it comes to the reality of her life. Three years have passed, but she still has yet to cope with this unwanted baggage. Her mistakes have to live with her for life. Her feelings of loneliness stem from it. She still hears those dreaded words from the doctor. "The rest of your life." To never go away. To never be erased. To always be a hazard to others. The preparation she made for herself from that day forward is still intact. She can't help but to feel she will forever be alone. The kids she wants will never exist. The marriage she wants will not happen. To love and live with another will only happen to a certain extent. Her lack of care for herself in her younger days has cost her precious gift of unlimited expression, and she emotionally still hasn't been able to live with it. She thinks those that know and have chosen to be with her in erotic ways, but she also considers the fact that all will never be the same. Her cries continue, but the only person that has sympathy for her is herself. Only one person has any idea of how she feels, but even that person doesn't know the true pain she feels inside because of this condition. A few bags of emotion have created homes in her brain, making her feel these ways. The fear of being heartbroken. The wait for her insecurity to take over her life. The hurt she would feel if she brought this on someone else. The anger she feels inside towards the person that has put her in this position. She used to love herself with all her heart, but it is just a percentage. A small part of her is in intensive care, and all she wants to do is bring it back to the most stable condition. The mirror at times is her best friend, but at times, it is her worst enemy. She lays there thinking to herself that no one would not want to live like this forever. Suicide has never been an option, but depression has already happened. Sadness is something she is all too familiar with. She still loves herself, but she can't help to harp on the mistakes she has made and the lifestyle she has to live. Slowly repairing the hole that has been burned through her heart, she says a prayer, wipes her eyes, and turns over to face the wall as she wishes her daily nightmare would become a mere thought. If only she can channel her optimism to overpower the power that has been given to her condition. Her future is bright, but the light dims and makes it uncertain when these moments of regret to surface. Self-pity and fear are not to be an option, but yet they both resurface in her brain like it is okay. She doesn't want to fight with it. She wants to deal. She will not live this way. She will not continue life in this fashion. She falls asleep with the thoughts of being person that loved herself wholeheartedly before this came about. The condition will take over itself but not her...she knows so...
After Dark Daydreams
The moon is full and fills the sky with its light, shining out of the clouds that have cleared out from the rain. The beautiful sight of the stars bring on the erotic and romantic fantasies that can be thought of but not spoken. Staring out of the windows, daydreaming starts to become the activity of the moment. The idea of love being made on the roof of the car in front of the window as rain pours down on the two bodies. The pornographic scene of fucking in the backseat as music plays from the radio making the sexy man of the scene go harder and harder. The passionate idea of being laid down on a blanket in a field of grass below the stars, exploring each other's bodies with hands, tongues, and lips. The far away fantasy of fucking in an abandoned house as the weather becomes worse. The more pleasant dream of making love on the beach. Daytime is not an occurence in the beautiful and steamy movement of the imagination as nighttime has become the star of these mental creations. As the time passes and the stars make their way to the outs for the remainder of the night, daydreaming does not waiver, bringing on thoughts of waking up to the sex that is to be made in the morning. The mere thought of the collision of these dreams with reality ignite the senses of the person that houses these extraordinary feelings. Night time is turning into morning, and the moon is disappearing, but the awaken dreams are anything but real. The term after dark starts to become a thing of the past but only until night falls once again. Until then, the momentary creations of the mental process are to be put away.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Caressed Part 1
An Unknown Rescue
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
As It Pours
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
All Nighter Part 2
The feeling that she is getting from him suckling on her breasts is enough to make her cream. He looks her in the face and asks, "What can daddy do for his bitch?" She grins. "Fuck my mouth and come down my throat." She gets up and motions for him to sit in the chair after she stripped him of the rest of his clothes. Getting his dick hard took next to nothing, but she wanted to thoroughly enjoy having temporary control, so she licked and caressed each one of his balls with her tongue, then she held onto his dick as she had him stand up. He entered back inside her mouth and grabbed her head as he slowly but surely gave her every inch of what she wanted. He creates a steady pace, moaning at the great feeling her mouth was giving him. She plays and caresses his balls as she knows he is about to cum. She sucks along with his rhythm, helping him to reach that point. It shoots and slides down her throat, allowing her to swallow every drop. He loves it so much, his dick stays hard as a rock, so she knows it's that time. She puts it on him and sits back on the desk, spreading her legs and saying, "i want it daddy." He grabs her body as she wraps her legs around him. He enters her slowly, taking his time with her so that he doesn't ruin thr moment. She moans and relaxes her body to get that feeling. His pace picks up. Her breathing speeds up. He sucks her titties one by one, not losing his rhythm and feeling her pussy tighten. "Scream baby" is what he says to her as he starts to pound her. Neither one of them hears the music anymore as he pulls out and instructs her to turn around. She bends over the desk and screams, "FUCK ME DADDY!" He obliges as he pulls her hair and rams hard into her pussy. He feels her cum all down his dick and starts to lose control. Moans are coming from the both of them as she continues to cum over and over, making him fuck her harder and harder. He rubs her back and pulls her hair harder as she throws it back. FUCK!! is all he can say as he feels himself about to reach his ultimate high. They continue to meet each other's rhythm, both breathing, harder and harder, getting louder and louder as they knew it's that time. She squirts all down the both of them, and he cums harder than he has ever had before. The calming period starts as he slows down and pulls out. She falls to the floor, and he joins her. They share a laugh as they both realize how silly they might look on the floor. They do a brief clean-up of each other, put back on their clothes, and share an embrace. The kiss between them was even sweeter, and she exited his workplace, making sure that nobody saw her. He smiles to himself as he puts his place back together. Another placed to add to the list...
Monday, April 25, 2011
All Nighter Part One
He is sitting there at his office and letting the silence engulf his mind. The clock on the microwave reads 2:15am, and he is dreading being there for 3 more hours. The vibration from his phone is too much to ignore. He looks at it and sees a text from the chick his mind has been on all day. She wants to know what he is doing. "About to go crazy at work" is what he says to her. "I know where you are. Want company?" is what she sends back. Tonight is the night he decides to live out his dreams and tells her to come in his favorite outfit. He reads that she'll be there in 10 minutes. He thinks about going to his car and getting the proper equipment for what is about to happen, but he knows she will have it all. The blue Chevy is in his sights. She stops right in front, obstructing the view of the window even more than before but enough to still see out of it from the inside. He gets excited and lets her in as she walks towards him in the black and red lace bra and panties covered by a short trench coat. She slips off the coat, and he proceeds to grab her body close to his and kisses her neck. He looks her in the eye just in time to hear her say "I wanna hear it right now." He goes to the specific playlist on his iTunes and watches her sit up on the desk as Sex for Yo Stereo plays throughout the room. He runs his hands up her legs and moves his chair away from them. She bites her lip as he takes the panties off with his teeth and places them on the desk beside her. It's that time to work his dreams out. He pulls off his shirt and gets on his knees before her, witnessing her legs spread, inviting him in. He dices in, licking and sucking on her clit, reaching every inch of her G-spot with his tongue, holding her body still as much as he can without hurting himself or her in the process. The wetness of her pussy engulfs his face, and she cant help but scream out in ecstasy. Both are loving the feast he is portaking in, but they both know it's not going to end there. Slurp! is all that can be heard from every corner of the room as Say Yes blurs from the computer. He slowly raises, kissing his way up her body to her face, planting kisses on her lips and caressing her breasts. "I'm going to fuck you good" is what he tells her as he slowly removes her bra and kisses each titty respectively. She knows all she has to do is follow instructions as she wraps her legs around him and enjoys the royal treatment she is getting...
Day Dream (originally written 4/19/11)
It all happened within a matter of five minutes, but it felt like an eternity. Just sitting there in the corner of the library, he was watching her walk up and down the aisles, placing the books back on the shelves. What he was observing was something he couldn't believe he was staring at. For the man that was sitting in that chair, he wouldn't have ever thought of even glancing at her, but now that he has the time to truly see her beauty, he cant help but to look. His mind starts to wonder to the possiblity of trying to talk to her. He sees himself being rejected over and over until she finally says yes. He then sees himself and the intellectual that has caught his eye walking in a park and telling each other their whole life stories. There is the time that passes, and he then expresses his love for her. She changes the man that is known for being stubborn, and he makes love to the girl that nobody would expect him to date let alone propose to. The fate that he forsees in his head is the life he thought he would never think about, but she has changed all that within a matter of five minutes, but she doesn't even know that he is interested. The day dream he was living in ended when she looked at him, waving to her new admirer and returning to he duties. At that moment, he made the executive decision that this corner in the library would be his just so he can live in those moments over and over again until the day he makes it reality. He knows now that some of the best dreams don't occur in his sleep.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Slumber
The laughter that is going on is something that says tired. The goofyness that is going on tells them both its time to call it a night. He pokes fun at her wrap around her hair. She tells him he looks drunk because his eyes were drooping. The gitty nature is something that means they are both ready to close their eyes. They climb under the covers. The bed is so warm to their bodies as they both have on next to nothing. He opens his arms to her body to be close to his. She happily accepts and slowly lays her head on his chest so that she can feel his heart beating. They continue to joke and play, delaying the inevitable. She starts to close her eyes as he wraps his arm around her. She can feel him relaxing under her. Just a shutting of the eyes turns into the deep, relaxing sleep they both were fighting. She dreams of the place that she already was in, but she couldn't help but to feel absolutely comfortable whe she was. Yes, the dream world that the two were in was great, and the silence between them was peaceful. All is well in the land of imagination and thinking that they both entered. Neither one couldn't have been in a better place.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
The Stage
The lights are on. The camera is watching. All eyes are on the chick in the red and black lace. She's nervous, but she doesn't turn back now. Its the moment of truth. Time to give daddy the performance his bitch should give. She starts by moving her hips. Yeah she sees him sitting there looking. He won't have to move for a while, so she is making sure he is in her zone. As the music plays, she moves to the beats. He loves what he sees but he wants to touch her bad. She turns. She shakes. She grinds. She winds. Her hands move all over her body. His dick starts to rise, and she knows it. She walks over to him after removing her bra and places her titties in his mouth one by one. He is loving this teasing but wants the whole thing. She takes his clothes off him and starts to kiss on his body. She works her way to his dick and sucks it royally because she knows its hers. She gets it as hard as she wants it but tells him not to move a muscle. She places the condom on. She takes off her now wet panties. He helps her straddle him in the chair in which he has been occupying all night. The camera is still watching as she is continuing what she considers her best show for him yet. Faster and faster, she rides her dick and moans as he caresses her titties which definitely belong to him. She reminds him how much she loves being his bitch as she rides harder and harder. He can feel her tighten. She can feel his pussy about to cum hard. She screams. He moans. Damn what a great feeling. She slowly gets up and turns around. She bounces on her dick softly but makes sure he is still comfortable, still enjoying his bitch every way that she wants him to. Faster. Moans. Circles. Groans. Vibration. Screams. He runs his hands on his body and holds on to her tight, starting to hold her down so that she can feel every inch of him. She feels his breathing getting harder. She doesn't want it to end. She gets up and tells him "fuck me like its the last time daddy." He points at the chair and says "bitch bend over." She happily does so and waits for him to give her the business. He doesn't hesitate to fuck his pussy with all he got, but she starts to throw it back just as hard. He is surprised but doesn't stop her. Its her stage tonight. He is definitely just on it. The grand finale is coming. He starts to fuck her faster and faster, giving her the dick just like she asked him to. She fucks back with the same intensity. He gets louder. She gets louder. They meet each other at that high place of pleasure. Time to come down. The camera is done watching. The two make there way down to reality again and walk towards their shower. Little do he know, the second act is going down in his bed, but she grabs the plastic wrap off the couch and slowly prances behind the one she calls her nigga...the lights are turned off. Time to leave the stage for the night. Part one was definitely a success.
The One with Heels
Click. Click. Click. Click. Heels walks in the room with the most excited but sexy look in her eyes. She is looking at the One sitting in the chair watching her, waiting for her to make her move. The One has always wanted Heels, but tonight is the night that she will have her. As Heels slowly creeps her way across the floor, the wonderful sound of Raindrops plays in the background. The One has had her eyes on the mocha beauty that is in front of her for so long, and she longs for her body like she has never done before. As Jeremih sets the mood through the song, Heels removes the clothes that are covering the curves The One couldn't help but dream about. Click. Click. Click. Click. Heels works her way over to The One and straddles her gently. "Its our time tonight" is all she says in her ear. Heels grinds softly in The One's lap as they kiss and caress each other. Hands are ran across breasts. Heels' naked body is all that The One wants at the time. They share a moment of lust and need as they know its time to make it to the bed. If only they didn't have to deal with the man standing in the front door...
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Confrontation
Torment
Slow Motion (originally written April 11th)
Monday, April 4, 2011
No Touching
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Fini
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Deep Inside
Monday, March 14, 2011
Confliction
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Temporary Escape
Thursday, March 10, 2011
So Good...
The Grind
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Feeling
To be able to feel is a gift and a curse. The gift has the positive moments where it is happy to know that there is hope, good, and joy in the world. To be able to smile, laugh, live, and love make up the beauty of feeling. To show others they matter. To let people know they are worth it. To express to people the love that is felt for them. Every thing has its bad side. The curse of feeling comes with pain, anger, sadness, and despair. To be able to feel means to know what its like to be heartbroken. To produce the emotions to cry. To have the hatred for others. Feelings of jealousy and rage. Moods of disappointment and lack of care. To want to hide from the world instead of embrace it. Feelings bring on the internal conflict that people have in their own minds and hearts. The war between the good and evil of one's emotions. No, its not about one specific thing. Its just feelings, which are either worn on a sleeve or hidden in a steel box to never be seen. Can one person feel for another? Can someone really know how another is feeling? Can feelings be shared or is it just an individual thing? The darkness that has fallen can bring the feelings that are best left alone, but there is always that little ray of light that brings on the feelings that are best to express and want. If it wasn't for feeling, there would be no love gained. If it wasn't for feeling, there would be no love lost. Hurt and joy wouldn't exist. The world would be just one nonchalant place, and everyone would act the same. As these tears are shedding in this room filled with darkness, the feelings that are best to kept inside are escaping and being released only to oneself. May the person that gets to be in the presence of these feelings have mercy on their own...