It's all pretty much a mystery how a person can have so many moods in a day. The heart is normally the holder of all emotion, but the mind tends to make the heart confuse itself on how to feel. Joy turned to anger. Anger turned to sadness. Sadness turned to calm. Calm turned to pain. A smile to a frown. A frown to a tear. The stream that is following says a lot and nothing at all. The happy place was tapped into but brought along with it the painful thoughts come with what is desired. At times, to not have what is needed for the heart to remain whole is to not have anything at all. Vunerability comes with the removal of the strength once built to withstand anything and with that, weakness of controlling the feelings and emotions of a broken soul starts to overpower the thoughts of the mind. Randomness becomes a new way of expression, and anything can come without warning. Overly dramatic. Highly emotional. Completely off. No self control. It all sees itself running from itself, and the mirror stares back without even the tiniest crack. What is happening is unknown. What is being done is real, but it can be overcome. There is no real winner in this raging battle as it comes to an end at lost. There is no peace, and things might not ever change...
