Fini

The air was cold, and the thunder was hitting hard after the tremendous volts of lightening. The rain putters against the window. Alone in a booth full of light, she reads the words that she is typing to him. She can't help but to notice that her hand is trembling. She holds on to the phone for dear life as she makes her way down the path that she thought she wouldn't have to cross. This is the moment she was never waiting for but had a feeling was coming. She spills her heart out and tells him the truth. Her honesty is all she has left to save her sanity right now. Love was the glue that kept her there. Pain was the thing she never wanted to feel. He tells her how much he hates what she's saying. His heartache is felt even though there. They never wanted this for themselves. Us was beginning to become a thing of their past, but she was the only person that could see that. The glue that was keeping her there was not enough. Her patience had run out. Their season was about to be over, but that is not what she really wanted. A break is what she desired. A break up is what he gave her. Permanent is the action that has taken place. He starts to lose control of his own actions. She cries alone in that booth. The more she cries, the worse the weather gets. The more he sends her, the more pain is swelling through her body. It didn't have to be this way, but she was finished with trying to change her feelings about the entire situation. Loving and caring for him no less than before, she gives him the heartache she promised he would never have to endure again in order to save the piece of her that used to be happy and the place that stored her happiness. She knew change was never going to come and she didn't want to hurt him anymore. Goodbye was all that was left. Wiping her tears away and sticking her phone in her pocket, she put on her glasses and her rain coat to tend to the next vehicle that pulled up to her booth. The feeling of wanting to disappear was there to stay through the storm.